Birthday

So I've been pointed out recently about my Birthday coming up on July 20th, honestly I don't like it when I'm asked what I want for my birthday. Because in the 19 years I've lived, I haven't done anything that I'm remotely proud of. And I usually feel that I don't deserve anything. I have a friend Jeff (also known as Friend A), we've been friends since Elementary school. And of course I've gained new friends in these years but they all left the same way, we would just stop talking. But friends C and B did something different, they completely blocked me so even if I tried to contact them I wouldn't be given the opportunity.

But as for what gift I want for my Birthday, You know what I would like? To see my friend Jeff, B and C. It would be one of the greatest gifts to see all of us together again to go to the movies or to even just raid the mall. I have missed them ever since the day they've stopped talking to me, I even told them that what they were doing to me was going to eat at me for the rest of my life. And it has been, it's been hurting me ever since. I'm just dreaming though, this gift will never happen or occur another day as much as I'd want it too. And as much as I can hope that it does happen one day, I know it won't. Now I'm not really a believer of Astrology but here is my horoscope

The Protector: Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring.
Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive
and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love
from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.


It's getting more and more difficult from day to day to accept that I may never see them again. All of the moments we've all shared together brings a smile to my face, but it's quickly wiped away because I'm reminded that they're gone now. It's most likely that neither of them are reading this or even know about this blog but I just want to finish off by saying to them.

I miss you both very much and I wish you two nothing but the best, I know that he'll always be there for your emotional needs and that you'll be there for his. You both left quite an impact on me that I will never forget, everything I watch or see may be meticulously compared to you both. we had so many things in common and an equal amount of weirdness haha, You both will always be in my thoughts for the years to come.

Peace

Rock Band

You've probably heard of this video game, It's gaining popularity and it's a fun party game. And yes that is my character I play as in the game (doesn't look like me that much but oh well) Even so that the story I was telling you about 2 posts ago during the hangouts we would actually play video games but mostly Rock Band 2 and finish it off with a movie. well, back to Rock Band, if you're not familiar with it, it's a game which you play a plastic guitar or drums and hit corresponding notes that come down the screen and you strum or strike as the note crosses the line on the bottom. It's actually much easier than it sounds. There is also a Microphone which is like karaoke but it actually has you singing in the right pitch. The nerd that I am I actually have the full band kit: 2 Guitars, A Microphone and Drums. I have been playing it a lot lately because every week they come out with new songs that you can purchase and rock out too, And lately they've had really good songs coming out, or maybe it's just my taste in music.......

(clears throat) Continuing on I actually have discovered music again because of this game and the songs I'm not familiar with I take a listen to and the ones that catch my interest has me actually buying the song in the game and buying it on iTunes as well to listen on my iPod.

hint hint to any artists who wants to sell more music

This game has become so popular in fact that they're actually coming out with another game called "The Beatles: Rock Band" which the title is self-explanatory, Beatles music you can rediscover by jamming along to it with some friends and maybe even some family members. Now please take the time to watch this Trailer for said game coming out.



That trailer better get you excited as I am haha. This game releases on September 9, 2009 or 9.9.09 and on the same day this game comes out Apple records is releasing all of the Beatles Albums' digitally remastered. Now you should be more excited about the Month of September lol...

So I just noticed that this post wasn't much of a thought but more of an informative post, And I know that I don't update this that often but trust me I have a lot of thoughts going through my mind about past and recent events and even upcoming events. All I have to do is sort it all out in my head so it's understandable for others to read. So I hoped you enjoyed this post and expect an update to my Transformers 2 review as I am planning to watch it a second time this Friday (Brüno will come soon) and follow me on Twitter if you're interested twitter.com/G5hockx21

Peace and Love